Feelings....

...bottled up and just waiting to come out all at once.

Rage, frustration, hurt, pain, sadness, depression, rejection.

Phony.

Sometimes I like to pretend that things are fine. As if it doesn't bother me.

I smile and say 'yes' or 'that's fine'.

I force myself to forgive and forget alot of things.

You don't know....

that sometimes I cry myself to sleep.

I wake up with puffy eyes that I try to hide with makeup.

but who cares... no one ever notices what I go through.

most of all, you don't.

I do so much, yet, so little appreciation is given back.

If only you knew...

If only you knew.

I wish there wasn't so much anger inside me.